The Love I Wish I'd Known
I can't pin point the moment
"I love you"
became a threat
When the words that were meant to
warm my soul became
expectations instead
I love you
morphed itself into a
wolf in sheep's clothing
a poison dripping in manipluation
Your love for me is now
an appetite for control and
I'm afraid
You taught me that love
means ownership
It doesn't
Love is
the fire ignited in my brother's eyes
when I tell him of you
It's my mother's whisper
a heartbroken river of solace
I wish you could feel
my best friend's embrace
Love is
her body absorbing my pain
Sharing it
I want you to know that
love doesn't scare me anymore
You do