A Lovely Infinity
It’s not about the voices you hear
That makes you hide
Or the room full of masks
To keep you in disguise
It’s about who you truly are inside
Behind the twisted smiles
And a tortured heart
It kind of makes it hard for me
To distinguish between the light and the dark
From the insanity to reality
From the new and the original
From the real to unknown
From the dark that I stumbled upon
Clinging on the hope that there will be light
It took a mirror, a perfect half
To retrace and replay back the movie
Filled with the missing forgotten memories that’s a part of me
The little girl that was ripped from everything she ever held dearly
Was restored with a simple glimpse of a lovely infinity
Back to the foreign feeling of happiness
To my childlike dreams of wanting to save the world
Save the animals, and live in the middle of nowhere
To only be interrupted by the stars
To what’s written as my destiny
The feeling to save others from the freefall
But yet I’m still stuck with an illusion
A mere mirage
Never been what I intended
Never could it be known, that I’ve fallen apart
Just a fragment of the slightest belief that I’m strong
From the moment I wiped the tears away from my mother’s cries
All started from the moment I was five
One day, a promise I could never break
Will become of the day to shattered glass
And a restart
Back to the girl who found her own heart