A Lovely Infinity

 

It’s not about the voices you hear

That makes you hide

Or the room full of masks

To keep you in disguise

It’s about who you truly are inside

Behind the twisted smiles

And a tortured heart

It kind of makes it hard for me

To distinguish between the light and the dark

From the insanity to reality

From the new and the original

From the real to unknown

 From the dark that I stumbled upon

Clinging on the hope that there will be light

It took a mirror, a perfect half

To retrace and replay back the movie

Filled with the missing forgotten memories that’s a part of me

The little girl that was ripped from everything she ever held dearly

Was restored with a simple glimpse of a lovely infinity

Back to the foreign feeling of happiness

To my childlike dreams of wanting to save the world

Save the animals, and live in the middle of nowhere

To only be interrupted by the stars

To what’s written as my destiny

The feeling to save others from the freefall

But yet I’m still stuck with an illusion

A mere mirage

Never been what I intended

Never could it be known, that I’ve fallen apart

Just a fragment of the slightest belief that I’m strong

From the moment I wiped the tears away from my mother’s cries

All started from the moment I was five

One day, a promise I could never break

Will become of the day to shattered glass

And a restart

Back to the girl who found her own heart

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