I’m not doing well

But you keep saying I’m fine

I’m constant sad 

Yet you see a smile

I want help 

You say it’s my fault

I don’t know how to be happy

You say I’m a bad person

My confidence is low

You say there’s nothing I should worry about it

I think everyone hates me

You get upset and call me a jerk

You say I’m looking for attention

Well maybe I am

I’m looking for someone to notice

And actually give me a hand