Mixed Emotions

I thought I knew how I felt
Thought i had dealt with these old feelings
Now they got me reeling

 

I thought I knew who to love
Where my heart would lead me
Now they make me doubt who to be

 

One side tells me to go left
One side tells me to go right
I don't know how to handle this constant fight

 

How can I make things right?
Who do I choose?
Which way do I go?

 

One choice is the right one
It's the choice I've already made
But alas my feelings for the other will never fade.

 

But this doesn't feel right
Most nights my chest is tight
How can I have feelings for them both?

 

My heart is heavy
My mind a constant commotion
My life has become a tangle of these mixed emotions

This poem is about: 
Me

Comments

jaracampbell17

i literaly felt the emotions as i read the poem 

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