there used to be times where i would puzzle over what i was thinking.  too constantly thinking about girls in my school, too constantly having fleeting images fly through my head.  i was disturbed, and wondering what was happening to me.  i decided i was a lesbian.  i had heard of pretty much only lesbian annd gay at that point.  i was embarrased, and judging by what i had heard about it, i thought it was bad.  my dad sort of discouraged LGBTQ people, once said, "oh, i dont want the gay flag on my lap" . whenever my mom (who fully supports) put the pride flag on his lap to keep him warm.  i didn't ever really respond to it though.  one day, a while ago, i was at a birthday party.  me and my friends were in the pool.  they were asking al of us to say who we had a crush/crushes on.  i listed out my various crushes.  (i had multiple) and said i had one other, but i wouldn't tell.  it was a girl from my dance.  i ended up telling them that one was a girl and being like, im lesbian deal with it.  one of my friends was like, oh thats not lesbian thats bi.  so now im bi!  now, the information has accidentally been leaked to my sister and my mom.  my sister told me that I could come out to her whenever she wanted, that she was very supportive.  so she knows and i know.  my mom still doesn't know i know she knows.  i'm planning on coming out very soon!  wish me luck!