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Now you see me
My Reflection beats me up, when I sleep
Now I am into deep
facing my shadows all alone
It is not as simple as picking up the phone
No one is there in the other end
No family, not even one friend
Facing my demons as they mock me
They can't see 
the light of possibilities, swallow my pride
and tell myself, Life was one hell of a ride
but time to leave me before life gets messy again
They don't care about the pain
cause I don't let them see it, because that is how I roll
I am going paid my toll
Look at death at the face
See my smiling face 
But it has tears come down my eyes and blood from my nose
I guess this is how I vision I lose
my battle, my will to live
I am no longer alive 
Well, maybe dead in the inside
No place to hide
cause no one lives forever
So, no more desires with my hiding endeavors
Goodbye soul, you are cover in darkness
My life is a mess
but oh well, who gives a fuck, when life treated you like a puppet
I reach my climax or my summit
No more to prove to the world fill with greed 
They don't care about this American- Mexican bleed
It is time to leave forever