Not a Love Story
My scars tell a story you don't want to hear
Since you insist, please open your ears
But beware, this tale is prone to draw tears
A perfect little girl
In a perfect little world
Nothing is wrong, of this she is sure
Things begin to change
Lives rearrange
Now this little girl is labeled as strange
Getting so sick of all the criticism
No idea how to deal with 'em
Her thoughts began to border on sin
Soon she was drawn to the blade
To make the harsh words fade away
The pain replaced her feeling afraid
Fly high and forget the pain
Let reality go down the drain
In her own world, life's just a game
It turned out it just wasn't enough
Fitting in is the only way for her to feel tough
Seeking connection through meaningless touch
Not good enough, what to do now?
Let herself disappear, along with the clouds
The perfect number allows her to feel proud
Time told that it never does last
Forget, erase, destroy the past
Happiness is so far out of her grasp
What do you do when nothing will work?
Life demolished, it lies in the dirt
Death soon becomes a frequent flirt
Who do you tell when you want it to end?
Tons of people around, none of them friends
Soon the two worlds are beginning to blend
Deep, deep down, she pulls out the strength
Began to hold on, keeping the faith
Healing will come, no guaranteed grace
On a long, hard road
Finally lightened the load
Beginning to learn to go with the flow
Healthy and happy, the scars still remain
But in the end, much wisdom was gained
The future held greatness, no need to strain