I'm very exhausted and I'm unsure if I'm feeling a little hopeless
And I'm Intellectually strained, so my body feels like it's going through the motions
Deep breaths feel the air that breaks the focus of my notions
I don't feel like doing any exposing
I don't feel like mentioning the fact that I'm losing
I'm in a relaxed state which allows me to lay back and accept my fate

I'm too tired to feel a self-loathing feeling
And I'm too dejected  to see where she left my sad heart's peelings
It's a bitter laziness that has made my heart regress to all the feelings that I had
But what can I expect? I did leave my heart within her grasp
And November feels like it's been here forever
Maybe it would go faster if we would've gotten together

I'm too weary to let you see my eyes get teary
And I'm too afraid to let you see your future ear-rings
So I'll lie here in a broken mess unable to pick myself up to give what I have left
So I'll let the autumn leaves rain over me while I whisper your name in my sleep
So I'll talk quietly to the nearest oak tree about the atrocities you've committed towards me
So I'll listen to you closely as I lay in your deceit that you've promised me

I'm too fatiqued to get you to somehow relate to me
And I'm too regretful to hear my heart's stress-levels
I have a downcast laughter to allow the excess energy out
And her steadfast loyalty makes her listen to the noises that releases from my mouth
November seems like a month that I will always remember
Can't forget her, so I guess I'll try again in December