Oh Fountains Of Your Lies
Oh Fountains Of Your Lies
Oh fountains of thoughts
You have flooded in like the rain
So many through's hold on to me like the flu
Covered in shame with so much blame
these miserable stains that cast at me
My heart cry's for Your words to move on
Your hate is an Illness to me
Boy don't You see You are no good for me
You bring nasty storm to cast your words
some more to even the score
You locked me in chains for some years
but no more the rumors see I have a good
deed about me
You could never hold me down this anyone can
see You are not for me
You can no longer change me down
Or crown'd me with vocal reeds
evil calling your name in darken winds
feeling the pains you given me
buried in strain
But I'm doing just fine without you in my Life
That strain I will give up back
This I know for a fact
Just wight and see what I mean
am I to blame for letting you keeping me down
In old memory lane of darken lies
Your old words was taken me down insane
Like a nasty storm a nightmare that would never
go away this sure felt strange
this wasn't my aim,
To let your evil come my way
You simply complain night and day in your ugly ways
I had nothing to gain from your madness
Of lovers Hate
You never given my heart a break
No hope of true love was ever found
I listen to the herald of the sea that came to me
Like a scream hunting at me
After the pain and the shame and blame
I got washed away in true Faith
To never let your darkness take me down in your shame
You are your own blame
what more can I say about that day in the rain
after You holding me down
you beating at my poor soul trying to take control
But that was sometime ago
Because now you had lost all control
I can't let myself go to the pit of You
The waves with violent winds hard mishaps dooms
of You and I in a bad storms
I've looked deep inside my heart and cried
for ever letting you in my world
But I am stronger know this anyone can see
I know You steal want me to bleed like the red sea
I've searched over and over in my mind
just to find darkness of another time of You and I
you left me behind with so much blood all over the place
all over my face
all over our cold bed of shame
You walked around telling your same old stories
Given me all your blames and lies of the dark side of
Lovers hate
A bed you could never make
At one time in that darken life you given me
I started feeling I was going out of my mind
Deep , deep down in your lies oh how I cried
there's no where to hide this pain I left within my head
sometimes it made me wish I had died
Just too get you out of my mind
you're words haunt me in my dreams
In my every thought and mood
I even felt I cough the Flu over you
you always remind of some sickness
a sickness that wont go away from me
I start to cry over and over We are from two worlds
that collide
when our eyes aligned now I can't rewind I can't even try
This hurt is locked within me like dinomite
I don't think there will ever be an end
of the strain of pain you had given to me
the hurt you've applied the worst of its kind
I once felt so confined inside this darkness
Of your shame blame and lie
The strain of doomed of you
But that was then not now .
Lilly Emery