Old Me
I remember when you were just a kid.
Wasn’t worried bout anyone but yourself and the things you did.
You were impatient, imperfect and self-conscious
Had no desire to be liked by others; and you had no confidence
I always had your back
don’t think I forgot about that.
You were so sweet, loving and understanding
Had a big heart, sensitivity but yea that was the old me.
I had to change but for the better; I lost the meaning of “love” and “forever”
We both swore that we would always stick together.
But I gave up on you, and now it seems I can’t find you.
But I stay hoping that one day you will eventually come through.
You’re gone and I don’t know where at
but I miss the old me, please come back
you believed in me, you was there when I needed somebody
You swore you’d always be next to me, awake and in my dreams.
But I don’t see you, you’re long gone
I’m starting to think that you’ll never come back home
and if that’s the case, I’ll give up these games
I think I might even change my name.
Because this name was yours and I don’t deserve it
all I did was abandon you and it.
Look at what I became, always causing people pain
everyone’s ashamed and I’m the one to blame.
I’m losing my mind, my faith and hope
and I’m starting to think that I can’t cope.
Come save me before I ruin it
Come save me before I do something stupid.
But you’re gone, don’t know where at.
But I miss the old me, you gotta come back