The one I see

As I gaze upon her beauty, as I dream and think

How one can stand out and show how great she can be

As she stares into my eyes with my heart on the brink...

Of exploding with lust, or is it love?

Is it the way I kiss her lips?

Is it the feeling she gives me as if I'm an anti-gravity dove

Or is it the way I grab her hips?

Confused of this love depression

Sick of this beating around the bush as if its a game

Pushing it to the limit of an oppression

Leaving my thinking to ponder if I'm ever gonna be the same

The summer of 2016 changed things in my life 

As I feel she was miss right

Then she left with tension thick enough to cut with a knife

Losing her made me feel empty without sight

As I walk, trying to figure out if I should go in this direction

Our love is toxic , so I let you fly free

I just have to tell you one confession

You will always be the one I see.