Out of Body
There is something innate about being outspoken
Almost a violence in every spoken word
As they fall from an open mouth, without control.
There is a certain vivid nature to that of the syllable
Especially when you can not control which comes when
And the words are merely emotional pathways.
There is a special place in my head where I do not speak
I hold my tongue, and remember the self-control
But this is only fictional.
There is an accepted emptiness to a blank page
A quiet fondness of the solidarity in silence
A blanket loving of the nothingness.
There is a sharp pain in the words that they say
Almost like a blunt blade through the flesh
Straight to the heart.
There is a dull ache in this broken heart
Not from the heartbreak itself but the guilt
That this happened once again.
There is a soft sound that only we can hear
One that lingers in our souls for eternity
Reminding us of where we've been.
There is a finality of life and death
That can't be explained in a word
But simply with a poem.