There is so much pain

For everyone to see

I read the story's

And the comment people say about me

It makes me want to cry

I wish I could make all the pain go away

I wish I could make everything normal again

But that's not how it works

It hurts me to think of the pain I'm giving people

But I can't stop

I'm always like this

I see the pain in my mom’s face

I see the sadness I have given her

I wish I could just be normal

So she could be happy again

So she would no longer be ashamed of the person I have become

Then she could have a normal daughter again