Torn between two worlds

My head and reality.

In one I keep myself hidden

In another I can't escape.

My own imagination

My own worst enemy

Fighting to escape

This world I have created

Torn between life and death

Unable to decifer between.

Living with this unforgiving phantom

Eating at my very soul

Torn away from this choice

Of living or ending

Made to be my own phantom

Hanuting my own eternity