Physical Distress
Sadness holds onto me like an umbilical cord
And tears through my heart like a mystical sword
I just thank the Lord for his time because I cannot afford
More hurt that’s stored in my feelings when I don’t say words
I silently speak toward the memories that I record
Because they are something that cannot be ignored
They say we are one and united
When sometimes I go places and feel uninvited
True love, I never tried it
Because my feelings inside are sad but my face shows excited
I’m so different from everyone and I just realized it
I can’t penalize the deep sorrow that will carry on to tomorrow
My feelings borrow the unexplainable truth
From the lips of a voice that speaks to me when I come near anger
And bring danger to those around me
And it helps me find peace that’s surrounds me when there’s no piece of content
And I repent to those who I have hurt because I have gone through pain and forgiveness
I have spent and practiced poetry to prevent
My feelings having a high percent of
Interference with my actions
Then it turns my emotions into distractions
When writing brings out my only satisfaction
These events that hurt me deep and make dents
I wish I could wash it all away with one rinse
These thoughts in my head I write em down to convince
Myself that I’m doing better ever since
I took my first blink of life and light
Staying silent this long has no delight because of the sights I had to get rid of at night
My thoughts always elevate past an unexplainable height
Sadness is an inevitable parasite that bites at my creativity to write
And I try to write what’s right but sometimes I might
Lose sight of my poetic appetite
The differences weigh out but my doubts are slight
On the side of if I lost my last strike
I’m floating hopelessly like a string-less kite
Life has no training wheels like a bike and I know what it’s like
To lose a lot that you had in your possession
I confess that the direction where I was going had no progression
But now I turn my aggression and depression into words of expression
I have learned my lesson enough to change the perception
Of my thoughts and I made the correction
To make a impactful projection on my life’s reflection