I see the blood 

Go from my thigh

To the floor

It still hurts 

And the bleeding 

won’t stop soon

But I don’t worry

I know my mom is busy

She won’t hear me cry

 

I think about 

What I did 

To get here

Months ago when

 I first cut

I didn’t know 

What I was doing 

But once I realized 

Those scars would always 

be there 

I could never stop

I felt like I needed to do it

So that people could now that 

even if I’m smiling 

I feel like I’m falling apart