Why? Am I allowed to feel so strongly when I just want to run?

And hide from everything to protect what is left of a

Fragile, semi-broken heart!

How? Do I let go and let myself be free from the hurt and pain

When that is all I have ever known

Who? Is going to be strong enough to break the final

Wall that I built to keep people out but knowing that I want to

Let you in!

When? Do I feel one hundred percent and not be just a fraction

Of what I know that I could be?

Questions that cannot be answered are like missing pieces in our life story!

Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if I had not felt this much

Hurt and pain!

Truth is, if my life would still put me in this moment, then I have no regrets.

The only regret I would have is holding in words left unspoken for fear of rejection or misunderstanding and never knowing WHAT IF??????????????