The feeling of reality punishes my soul,

The thought of reaping what I sow.

The belief in my golden heart and what climbing the mountain is really all about.

Why does the world seem to oppose against me and alters me to stumble.

The mountains become harder and are no longer low

Though if I put my head down, what the heck am I putting in?

Maya yet said it best, “nobody but nobody can make it alone”

Though the life I live isn’t in vain, I have to know how to deal with the drama, the chaos, and the pain.

I want my life to be worth living,

My struggles worth struggling for,

And my heart worth trained.

If anybody knew me, they’d tell you what I mean but because no one can witness… I will

I am a queen… a queen of bittersweet.

Shut up in my mind, I need inspiration and I need to hang on to the Word of God.

I need someone to love me for me and help me not because I am asking but because it’s set in their heart.

The last mountain, if I could climb it.

To leave behind the lonely nights, the mind confused days, and the gratitude of downs out weighing the good.

The search of a friend; though I know that Jesus is my only real friend.

Fed up with illusion,

Altering them with my burdens,

Yup there’s one and it’s laid hard upon my heart.

The mountain or what about the throne?

But it’s radiant Yo!

-Kelviaun Eche~