"Rambling Thoughts"

 
As I sit here with endless thoughts 
racing through my mind... 
to put it to this empty space... 
the words are then hard to find...

visions passing behind my eyes..
tears are falling in front..
Why is it so hard for us to
determine what we really want?
when the past surfaces our reality it haunts...

am I a constant gluten for punishment?... 
because I try to balance my life... 
maybe I feel, I should be punished ... 
to make up where I fell short... 
I give my love away to deeply,
but it's hard to find emotional support.

maybe I like to be independent, 
and I demand respect... 
no ordinary woman here!!!
I believe this is evident...
but what am I really here to protect.... 
my heart, my peace of mind, my reality, 
so frigen intertwined, wipe my tears
erase my fears, and step out one more time!

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