A Repetitive Game

I told myself I would never do this again

Break my heart just to love a boy that calls hisself a man

Once again I led my self into a bigger hole

Thinking he was my soulmate 

But it’s just another lesson that this world is cold 

Nothing feels worse than letting your heart get broken perpetually 

Time after time I ask God if it was meant to be

Trying to fake a smile but a broken heart lays next to me 

But I still can’t stop texting you cause my heart thinks you still have the key 

Pushed everyone away just to be with you

But I knew this love was way too good too be true 

I guess I was a dummy for letting you

In my heart 

Letting everything that hurt you tear me apart

But i should’ve knew not to listen to my heart cause my mind know that my heart is not that smart

Like they said if the love was real then you will come back 

But Understanding me and understanding you was something we both lacked