Never listen . To the rumors or what they assume 

Always came to you with my question 

Instead you rather fill me up with lies 

Telling me you was never faithful 

Ask you ask me for a relationship 

I swear this love shit made 

My heart colder 

Than a December’s 

You wanted a women I gave you me 

I gave you loyalty 

I gave you honesty 

I gave you commitment 

I gave you grace 

But putting me out 

Showed me who I really was to you 

I lost my baby 

Then I got fired from my job 

Then I got locked up 

My whole world went up side down 

Losing my children took a toll on me 

I been running from my truth 

I been hiding my pain behide these pills

I just wanna feel numb 

So many times my life flip 

I thought I was gonna cashed out 

Instead I found the strength to keep going 

I pray & take it one day 

The rumors are far from true 

But changing your mind 

Is not my job 

Think what you want 

Say what you want 

Bitch I’m still the shit