you konw i found it

the way i cope

Its been way too long since I've understood anything

I wish that I could fight the burden my back has carried

I've felt lost and alone for so long

loud noises trigger me deeper

my depression grows 

i get more upset at myself and the cycle continues

why do I feel this way

why can't i escape

why do i feel like I'm running so far

but going nowhwere at all.

stop

thats what i say over and over and over inside my brain

-art