Send help
Location
Send help
a landline
a lifeline
some kind of a line
because I've finally lost it
i don't remember where I last had it, but it's finally gone
my will to live
maybe I dropped it among all those unsent letters, and emails, and texts, and calls, all asking for someone to talk to me
maybe I left it behind when I left behind my heart, where it would be safe, albeit lonely
maybe it dripped out of me when I was bleeding or crying
maybe I screamed it out of me when I was shouting for help somebody please help me
maybe someone stole it from me, when they stole my privacy, my trust, the love I ever had
maybe I never had it
and I was pretending this whole time
well whatever happened it's gone now
and it took a lot of things with it
my energy
my emotions
my ability to do anything, really
it took everything
I feel so empty without it
i wish someone would help me
but at the same time I wish they wouldn't
because without my will to live, I've gained a will to die