Society Shouldn't Change You
Move up and down, still there is no change.
Maneuver past what should be, yet still nothing moves.
I look into the mirror and cannot see why I changed.
I cannot see what I used to be.
If I could, would I want to?
Society tells me to be a certain way, but what if I do not want it?
I am nothing.
Society cannot accept those who are different.
What can I aspire for, then, if Barbies surround and fitting in is not good enough?
I am the black sheep, the lone girl in the forest.
I cannot belong when I will not accept it as my only fate.
I am different, yet society continues to say i need to be that person in the magazine.
I need that hair, that figure, that amount of plush in just the right areas, and that style to show impress a guy I may never see or mean anything to again.
What is so bad about being different?
Why can't I be me?
If all it takes is one difference to not match society,
Then my whole life and personality is wrong.
I stare back at the mirror and scowl.
I raise my eyes as I look over my imperfections until I reach my eyes.
I stare and feel courage as I say what is on my heart,
"I will not change. I will be me. Society does not own or tell me what to do. If different is what I am then that is how I will stay."
I walk away from the mirror and feel relief.
I will live in this world but certainly not of it.
I will not change because someone does not like what they see.