Anger rising from within
The storm racing inside
No longer hiding
No longer disguised
Confusion scattered around
Nothing to do but rebound
Hearing two stories
Hearing two truths
What to do, sit and listen
Rise and shout
Leaving only doubt
Doubting honesty
Doubting Truth
I dont hear either
I dont hear any
Hearing from both sides
Wanting to believe
Cant find the strength
Cant find the heart
Been hurt so long
This only adds o the pain
So sick and tired
Truth is only desired
Its not given
Its not offered
Knowing this
Leaves me bothered
I cant choose sides
I cant testify
I refuse to decide
Would rather got to jail or die
Family drama
is all of this really worth it?
Some say it is
Some say it isnt
Heartbreak by family
Tears the soul infinitely
I am tired of fighting
tired of trying
Tried finding truth
Making it work
Nothing helps
nothing works
tattered and torn
my heart bears no more
People see my smile
something hiding all the while
Acting like Im fine
Like Im invincible
Emotions race and scream
Living out this horrible dream
Wont cry, it is weak
So hard, not to break
Breaking down
to the ground
What can get it to go away
What can make it sway
Distancing myself from the drama
Breaking apart from the hurt
It all comes down to
Caring too much about you
Caring about those around me
Hurts but I cant let it be
Filled with regret
Someday I will forget
One day
It will go away.