Suicide is Curiosity by Trevon Swayzer

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" a times we find ourselves looking for time in ourselves ,

This world is not promised , we dont have much knowledge of why or where we came from , only that we are human , they call it human nature but we are no in fact in tune with nature or the nature of our being .. We search for answers while telling ourselves that we know to keep sane .. 

We are blind , we are scared , but the thing that will hurt us most is our curiosity .. It is our way of nature .. 

Constantly asking ourselves questions we fo not know giving ourselves answers we do not have ...

It is that same curiosity that led us here ...

We live by the light but dwell in the darkest hour upon our days here ...

Any salvation and hope is blatantly took for cherish but also took for granted  ..

We know not our faults nor or faith ..

We were deemed to die here not knowing but gained knowledge we were forced to pick up along the ways .. 

What forces do these place hold ? Whose really pulling the strings ? 

We dream as if we have slept for a billion years ... 

Beyond our eyes someone is watching us .. Asking the samn questions i do ... 

They may be of different species or orgin but it is that samn curiosity that lead them there ... What led me to these thought ? What shall i think next ? All these questions unanswered and we seem to live on .... 

Is it that same curiosity killing us like poison or nourishing our mind body and soul with thought ... Pushing us to ask more and more questions daily ... 

Which way is really up ? Is there a heaven beyond this place ? Are all doomed .. ? I don't not have these answers .. 

Thoe i am comforted by knowing i have not ... This is a power greater than me ... Greater than all of us ... 

We do not see because we do not see(k) ...

We do not believe because of this ... 

We want to know but we fear the truth .... It is not fear the drives us .. It is curiosity .... If curiosity killed the cat who's really holding the knife ? .... " — Tre§wayTheC.O.O.L

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