Take It Back
I'm running, I'm flying, I'm praying, I'm crying
At last deceit, this is nothing new to me
I've changed in ways you can't imagine
I've done things I'm not sure I regret
I think things are not real
Even though I feel them right under my skin
There's too many lies and I hope that can change that someday
But then again I think, about it
It just doesn't add up, enough is enough
I feel like I can't breath
Time and time again, the same things keep happening
There's no way to change, everything's same
Since that day
I know it's too much, it's piled up
It seems like there's no end, to this sad beginning
But still I dream
About that moment, about that time
When the world turned upside down, and I began to shine
The sky was clear, The moon was bright
There lay a smile so nice
Never seen before
But that moment hasn't changed the world still is the same
It was a dream all thanks you but you blame it on me
You say I'm false, that I was already broken
That I knew what was to come for me
I'm out of order right? Say nothing to me
Nothing new, everything used
Backed up against the wall
And it feels so tall,I dare not claim
I know how it ends
I'm alone, sad like in the beginning
I have no friends, I have no heart, I have no love
I was broken from the start
I have no dreams, I need none
They are the lies, sweet lies
I once was told they could all be true, possible
I know one truth, and too many lies
Can't even count the actual amount and I believed
Whole heartidly, I swore them as my own
And now I'm alone
With the dreams I once known to be true
I regret that moment, I regret that day
I took my first breath into this place
It's not my own, I have no home
Why not leave, it means nothing to me
They say you must listen, They say you need to hear
They say all in due time, but I can't stay here
I want a way out, there's no doubt
I'd take it as soon as you offer it
But you wont, and I can't do it by myself
They say I'm not worthy that its all going down hill
And I'll have the first set on the way down
I have no home, no one to call my own
But there's me, and that's all I need
Because apparently you can't hear me
You couldn't hear my cries late at night
You couldn't hear my screams to end everything
You couldn't, wouldn't listen to me so I, see I-
I regret, that moment, that second
That I was conceived, of a sick, sad dream now it means nothing to me
You can take it back, and I'll help you carry with that
But please oh please, help me
See why you can't, why you wont do it
It'll only take a second of your busy time
Just draw the line