Tale of A Confused Heart

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Suffolk Va 23435
United States

You know....love can be a crazy thing.

You think you found the one and he's everything you've ever dreamed of

He's smart, handsome, talented, and just the sweetest thing in the world.

He makes you feel safe & when he kisses you he makes your heart swirl

But I'm not just talkin about no ordinary love

Awe, naw !!

Im talkin about the love where he makes your emotions have an eruption of passion

And you feel your life isn't complete without him.

Yea, THAT kinda love.

Until one day, you realize your Mr. Perfect

Isn't so perfect.

He's just as worse as any other guy out there....

But you still just love him so much...

It makes you wonder is it all worth it??

He told you everything you were dying to hear.

And made you feel like the only girl in the world.

But what do you do when the one who built your world up

Is the one tearing it down?

You find that he's lied,

Cheated,

Even told another girl the same Sweet Nothings he's told you.

But you still just love him so much...

And now you don't know know what to do.

You know you should leave him alone

And find someone who really means what they say

And who's going to make it seem like what he destroyed,

They can rebuild in a day.

But your still so caught up in that thin line between

Love & Lies.

Feeling so lost and hurt,

There's nothing else to do but scream and cry.

Now you find yourself in a war with love.

You hope it ends but it never does.

You can't ever get over the fact that you've fell and fell 

Hard.

Nothing you can do to get rid of your battle scars.

So what do you do when you're caught on that line

And you just can't seem to get across it?

When you get to that point where you really just want to say

"(F) it!"

But you know you wont do anything about it?

Knowing you're going to fall back into the same trap that

put you in that situation all over again.

Somehow, you wish there was a way to through it all.

Where you can get back up and

Dont have to worry about the fall.

I only wish I knew that way.

It would & probably will save me a lot of

Repeated heartaches and pain.

I've been taken down so low

That I don't feel I'll ever resurafce again.

Yea, that's my story you just read.

My current tale of love

That doesn't seem to ever end.

Been lied to so much that

I can't even tell where his feelings for me end and begin...

Ha, if there were any feelings at all.

I know, you're probably thinking

"She's so stupid."

Well, hell, I might be.

But actually place yourself in my shoes before you judge me.

 

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