Thoughts in the sky

Duh duh duhduh The bass rattles my car Time seems irrelevant as I glance at the north star Each second feels like an eternity Yet it feels like not even a moment has fleeted The cool wind brushes my skin but I stay seated Thoughts blooming with in my mind Thoughts of family and friends Thoughts of the those who met untimely ends Moments in time dance across the night sky Left in a state that seems to transcend time My dreams projected in the sky, silent like a mime My future, my past, both taking turns delivering blows One reminding me of what I've lost The other, things that can't be achieved without a cost In this moment do I accept the truths of my mind Or do I dive head first in to the future and take what I find?