Three Thoughts on a Half Moon for Hephaestus
I sat dreaming while sequences of clouds
Hammered like pistons on a train’s thunderous
engine. All along, time infringed on
Hephaestus’s true desire to return home from
Twenty thousand
Years of smiting s-words for man’s desire to slice.
Hephaestus kept thinking,
“If the gods were built with too many talents,
men have mimicked them well.
“The mathematician thinks,
‘Why am I particularly good
With fractions? Is it because
I am only portion of a whole
That I know is there?
“and I wonder what kind of Person is
Exceptionally good with
Imaginary numbers.
“The English student says,
‘Does Tantalus’s opposite
Have so much he cannot get
Rid of it? Does his beer
Refill itself after every sip, so
That he is drunk beyond his will?
“When did Tantalus figure out
He didn’t have everything he
Wanted? Why was all he wanted
Water, and who the hell told him?”
The light shone upon the land so well, and
Hephaestus thought again, as he dazedly
Smithed, “The gods forgot to hide the infinitely
Small, but the men love it so, so, so much that
They continue to rage against the
Worst use of the clock, which has them
Dreaming and asking
Us for more and more Ideas to explore and fill the pages of their
Volumes dedicated to myself or Zeus, usually
Not Poseidon, and sometimes Venus for the Women”
“ I wonder when they’ll figure out that I too sit
Here and wonder where the last ten-thousand
years have gone, and why I’m never able to
eave this damned spot of striking motion where
if I forget what I am doing for the length of a
link on a chain, think of a pasture in Elysium, or
the depths of the sea where my brother sleeps
soundly amongst the urchins, out of the way of
light if he wants to be, deep down
In his graveyard for whales, he is able to.
At that moment, I am done, forgotten, the forge
is besotted with Rosy buds and tinseled doves,
which no true Man would find attractable for battle. I’ll end up
Giving the swords to cupid again, or putting them in the pile of food for
the moon that has began to mound.
“I remember crafting woman to give men
something else to think about, but go and figure,
back to the gods their minds have roamed. If
only they knew what forever really was.
I hate that I am a god constantly living up to the
gods who will only live up to themselves.
“Anyway, I don’t really know how I feel about
Prometheus, because it wasn’t like I wanted
To make chains for him, but I haven’t really
Thought about why flames confused those tiny
Poets, nor why Zeus cared if they destroyed
themselves. One day they’ll have to give us up,
you know. Our impressions are wondrous, but
I’m tired. We’re all tired of being remembered.
And before we can die our last death, we need
to be forgotten, so let us rest. However, find
new subjects to fill your pleasures as
magnificently as we have. There need to be new
gods for a new age to tell the tale of those estranged.”
All Hephaestus thought lingered in the sky, as
The lightning struck and stuck again upon the
Swords he sledged as he felt tired of being
ignored: of being enslaved to his repetitive
hammering motion for ever and always, yet for
no real reason at all, and then, all of a sudden, the thunder ceased…