Tonight I Will Write The Saddest Lines
I think about the smile and
how someone else has fallen for it
as you smile it at every living being.
Those gentle eyes that look at me even though I want to be invisible.
I write the saddest lines tonight
wishing to be at your side
but you deny these feelings.
Too bad they have nowhere to go.
These feelings without a home.
These memories I'll make unknown.
It's time to let go.
I say this over and over
trying to convince myself of
my falsity but there is
no success in my attempts
for I have fallen too deep to
dig my way out.
I write the saddest lines as
I hold on to your existence
like I'm gasping for air.
Yet you never even acknowledged mine.
Tonight I write the saddest lines
as I bury myself in emptiness
and make nothing of my myself.
Leaving you okay while I waste away.
Goodnight.