unseen tears

I have been crying unseen years no one notices that I'm hurt I just want to be seen, accepted but no one seems to care about what I feel the pills only make me sleep the knife only brings blood no one cares about how I feel they won't stop picking at me always making me want to die don't they realize that one day I just might commit sucide? I'm hurting in my soul no one will take the time and ask me why I'm so sad, for truthfully, I'm more than sad the alcohol just makes me drunk pills just make me dizzy not eating just makes me hungry I can't cry, so all I have is my blade