Unspoken

He looks at me

With strength filled eyes

Hurt, forgotten, rejection

My heart pounding

Harder and harder

My body whirling, is a  fire

So mature but yet so neutralized

The pain I have caused him

Will never

Be forgotten

Like a fatal attraction sealed in a envelope

With me plant

Where ever I go, growing more and more

Trailing along

To stay

Night skies

Lit up by little diamonds

With agony, madness, and ugliness combined

But when I look up

I see

Awkwardness

It's clearer to me now ...