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Sittin’ crying a river,
 
Sleepless nights as my heart shiver,
 
The agony,
 
Of someone tearing me apart,
 
Is what I’ve been feeling.
 
Right from the start.
 
 
It hurts so badly, 
 
But I choose to stay, 
 
I can’t leave you,  
 
Not in this way. 
 
You are all I ever wanted, 
 
This might just be a phase,  
 
But this drives me crazy, 
 
I’m starting to daze. 
 
 
This pain I feel is new to me,
 
I never thought, 
 
That in this I’ll be.
 
The darkest of times,
 
So all alone...
 
Hoping that one day, 
 
You’ll pick up that phone. 
 
 
I try, I try... 
 
But it’s not good enough, 
 
My heart isn’t soft,
 
But,
 
Not entirely tough.
 
In this darkness I’ve been, 
 
Oh so long, 
 
C’mon baby,
 
I need you,
 
My perky sun.
 
 
You were sought for, 
 
Long time ago.
 
I found you,
 
But then I was 
 
Pushed over to go,
 
Now I’m lost, 
 
Still loving you.
 
Still having hope, 
 
But smashed emotionally into two.
 
 
If I’m wrong
 
Then it must be
 
The blindness in me,
 
As we are far from the place, 
 
The place we use to be.
 
If I bleed too much,
 
Then I’ll surely die,
 
There it will only take a miracle
 
 To be by your side.
 
 
That I don’t want,
 
I love you too much.
 
I wish to hold you again, 
 
I miss you much.
 
Endless love is what is here
 
And I guarantee you’ll find no other love
 
Like this my dear.
 
 
So you decide,
 
What do you want to do?
 
Leave me here
 
In the cold hoping to see you,
 
Or shine your light,
 
That I may come to you?
 
 
 
J. Hamilton

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