Volatile Love
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rest your head on my chest and listen to my heart beat
a sorrowfully solipsistic sentiment sent straight through me
in between the needing and feeding of our egos we exist
not for breeding but misleading each other through clenched fists
I subsist on your dichotomy, your light and your dark
your emptiness is now a part of me, your lust is a lark
and my love is a farce to you, you treat it as such
don't need a reason to be with you, i just think too much
maybe I'll sleep with your enemy just to make you jealous
since you're so busy with those faux-intellectual fellas
faux-erudite, you know I might, be one of them
but I know how to turn it off and just bullshit with my friends
see I can be what you want me to be, just pick and choose
I ain't complaining, just waiting for you to tie my noose
then climb the tree and hang me up, we're making front page news
exclusive, abusiveness, excuse me miss, how rude
just treat me like another one of the brothers that you don't
wanna love, I'll go into my slumber and come out when I'm
feeling above and beyond it all, patiently waiting for your call
but when i answer i just stammer and stall, alcohol
and loud smoke cloud my vision at times
i may be living on a cloud but its far from cloud nine
i see myself as waiting in line for my chance to shine
but y'all don't see me at all, I'm in the cut, I'm hard to find
and if you're divine don't mind me I'm just rhyming and
trying to get mine and find some peace of mind, it's fine
it's all good, i'm just mugging for the cameras
attention please, no flash photography
know what they say bout me? limitless potential
but they still waiting to see, cause i got minimal credentials
my own worst enemy, won't you please set me free
rest your head on my chest and listen to my bleeding heart
beat