My heart is so weary.
The thought of love is so exciting, so beautiful, divine, but yet it's so scary.
I want it so bad ; The right one, can you come to me ; I want to treat you like the queen that you really are !
Gosh, I would love you so hard.
My flesh would burn like a burning candle, only to give you light for guidance.
But my heart is too weary, and the only way to fix it is rocket science.
I need love to enlighten my spirit, and give me strength not to give up on this beautiful creation.
God, I want it so bad.
But how could you want something so much that could eventually make you sad ?
... I can never find the answers to my questions.
That's why I'm so lost in myself, finding impossible answers to help me function on a daily basis.
Even if I tip-toe into hearty situations, I always somehow fall on my face from tripping on my stumbled shoe laces..
My heart, its so weary.
Dragging itself into each and every day, cutting its life short by loving so hard and caring so deeply.
How can I save myself from me?
Because my heart is becoming to be so tired and it's killing my being.