When someone leaves
When someone leaves, it really sucks.
They walk out of your life with such ease, such indifference
Taking with them the vital parts of you
As if every organ is being ripped from inside you,
Stolen, broken
Blood gushing from within
Struggling to breathe
Gasping for air with nowhere to hold as your lungs are missing
You stand still on shattered glass
Careful as not to make any sudden movements
It hurts but you don’t want to make them leave quicker
So you swallow the pain
Like the way loneliness swallows you
As you beg and plead for them to stay
They don’t look back,
You’re a fading thought
Disappearing in the background
As you replay the memories over again
The memories over again
The memories over again
The human mind is a beautiful thing
It controls the body,
Contains your thoughts and desires
It makes you unique.
But when I break, it follows in my footsteps
Morphs into broken record that never stops
Repeating all the memories that I wish to forget
My brain is stolen by him too
Nothing but a hollow shell is left behind
Decorated to please others with fake smiles and fake laughs
No one can know I’m empty
No one can know I’m broken
No one can know
I don’t want them to leave too