I said no
and then I'd encourage you
Then even when you tried to stop me,
You asked if I was sure
and I said it was fine
But the whole time I was thinking
"Nah, not really"
I considered, and reconsidered and
came to a decision of "No."
But everytime I pull a hypocritical
"peak a boo"
this teasing is getting tiring
I feel like I'm selling myself out
and running you in circless
I want to be straight with you
We need to trust each other
I keep praying, maybe it'll be revealed
to respect me as much if not more
than I do myself