why did i let you get close, 
why  did i go against my instincts and  date you, 
why did we go through so much for each  other when we never really loved each other , 
why did we keep faking our love when all we ever did was cause each other pain, 
why did you do what you did,
 why did i still pity you  even after that ,  
why did you still try to be my friend after all the pain and stress you caused me, 
why did it take me being at the brink of self destruction for us to finally go our separate ways like we should have from the beginning, 

why could we not see that we weren't meant to be anyone but ourselves?!?!