Will there always be forgiveness

Will there always be forgiveness after each and every sin? 
Will there always be redemption for every trouble I've been in?
Am I still a work in progress or have I been set aside?
Am I really going somewhere or have i been left behind?
It has always been this quiet when I push you all away,
I don't have anything to talk about nor anything to say,
I don't want to hear you say something that I've already heard,
I'll throw them all out anyway just like I do with my own words,
You say it's for the better if my Happiness comes first,
Well I have no idea what that is and it's just making me feel worse,
But if you have some time alone come see my point of view,
Because I see things in better colors whenever I'm with you.