I hate those kinds of things

things that bring up other stupidity

I should move on but I can't

Not everyone does it right away

So why should I have to be the one ?

Why ?? Why ??

Am I allowed to ruin that living..no

it's not just one person but many

Can I ruin them?

Just like how I was ruined?

Would that be ok?

I don't want to let it go...

Why do I have too??

He didn't let go!!

So why do I have too???

I want to ruin them...

Something, no

A part of me was also ruined...

So can I just ...

Can both of them die???

ONE occurrance was never supposed to happen

so what makes it ok for 2 of them??!!!

the worst part is that

I'm defenseless, and they're loved and protected...

I'm suffering their consequences

So can I just stop ??

Can someone rip it away ???

Please, someone, please help me

Help me flood me flood my mind

Help me fill it with better life

Help me think of better thoughts

Help me laugh it all off

Help me smile and grow up

Help me become strong

Help me forgive them

Help them

because I can't show them mercy....