You hear me?

But you dont feel me though

No one understands me in a world so cold

It feels as if Im the only one driving on this slippery road

Everyday I feel worst and worst

Trying to be happy when I know Im sad

Trying to forget what ppl think of me

When I know that it's really all so bad

Like what did I do to deserve unhappiness

Is it my family that's the ones to blame

I'm only fifteen but look how far I've came

I was a premature tiny lil thing

Now I'm 5'7 and walk with a swing

Dang....

I remember seventh grade more than I remember eighth

Use to cry myself to sleep because I didn't understand my place

PLACE...ment in this world

I've always felt isolated being the only girl

Two older brothers

I would be speaking french if i told them my problems

They wouldn't understand or know how to solve em

Yet I still carry on
Hoping that one day I can live a happy song

Like Sonja? What's wrong?

I just feel like I don't belong!