here i am, there you go

you're leaving for... 

i lost count.

doing bigger better things, but im still here

your little sister

me. 

mom,

we're here. 

leaving to the other side of the world, i cant believe it.

you gave in. you said you wouldnt. 

i guess its life.

i'll miss you. 

but here i am still

contemplating on how to feel

all these mixed emotions

i cant find the serendipity 

lamming myself to pieces 

not being able to put them back together again

why..

this is some sort of bittersweet sunshower. 

i dont know how to feel.

sunny, or rainy.

but frankly, i think its thunderstorm

you havent left yet, but im missing you already.