During the day

I am one way

During the night 

It's a fight

Between who I am

And who I'm not

I feel like a scam

And I'm gunna get caught

The person I see

That abides in me

Can never be free

I'm not that gutsy

I always try

To be that girl

Whose never shy

And always a whirl

But the truth is

That's not me

It never was

And it never will be

Do you think if they knew ?

That they would stay true ?

For that is my fear 

That they would all dissapear