Cortisol Pools
The shivers in the night, the quiet inner fight
really, victory for me is a night of rest
I often cool my hot body, shield it from peace
divingboard summersaults into a pool of cortisol
dissolved alkaseltzers of pending doom
and black roses sprinkled on top for effect
pool of cortisol, you can have it all
telling me it's ok, won't make it go away
telling me to rest, brain refuses to compromise
so it whips the heart to race faster
she said she couldn't find me
look for the scotch trails, heart bits, and cigarette
smoke signals, awaiting there by the
light blue cortisol pool, baby,
sincerly peace I sit here waiting for you.
-Julien Grey