The Fire Woman
Some of us were Volcanoes in a past life
Could’ve been something else
But had a mission way too hot to be anything human
Women were once fire mountains.
We were sulfuric geysers ready to sing and meet the sky somewhere in between
We were colors…the blue of the sea
Reflective in all its raw light and aquatic fury
We used to populate in water births
And give life to evolution
We were revolutions
Wars for change
And city rains
Before there were cities
Our spirits turned the stomachs of Gods proclaiming woe to flawed creation
We were creators
The mediums between darkness and life;
What is more powerful than a womb?
What other matriarchal symbol can hold so many birthdays?
We were the caves and curves of Africa in her thriving state
When pyrimids played sundial with the sky
And the moon lived 2 doors down from heaven
WE WERE mothers of the cosmos. Taught the universe how to speak to God and taught the wind to love herself after she taught us how to fly
Why…have we traded our wings in exchange for insecurities
Why are we on bended knees
Prostrate before men and trees, trying to find love in idolatry?
Sisters of the human race seem to share the strange desire
To worship the pain, lust, greed
and follow demons into the fire
We are dying. Spiritually
We are Leaves dancing and spitting ashes from the same burning tree.
In threesomes with materialism, sex, and society,
Mistaking these for the holy trinity
I miss the long walks I would take in the Garden
Adam, God and I
In Eden
Before the fruit called me out of my woman hood
Tricked me out of my right to be pure and a human star
I was once able to move mountains with my faith
At one time I could hold conversations with the night sky
I could scold the sea for his many mistresses
And I knew the secrets the sun hid behind his back
But I have forgotten
I was a palm tree, I was baptismal water falling as rain from a storm
I was a sun shower
I was a warrior
I was a princess
I WAS A QUEEN
I knew I was beautiful
I ruled with my spirit and casted evil from my part of the earth
I dreamt I was volcano in a past life
Could’ve been something else but had a mission way too hot to be anything human
Our mission is too hot to be anything less
than a fire storm of phenomenal women