The girl with one thousand faces
I have made for myself one thousand faces
I put an act for the world
But behind my curtains I hide a dark secret
Happy and cheerful on the outside
Depressed and lonely on the inside
I'm life's biggest puppet
The world controls my every movement
Society chooses what I'm suppose to look like
And my family tells me who need to be
So I perform this act to fool the world
And when I'm done, I show my different faces
Who am I behind these curtains?
I am really a silent girl with Hundreds of voices screaming to get out
I'm dying , I'm regreting, I'm hurting
I hate myself so much...
If only they knew...
How good I am at cutting myself
What I really look like when I cry myself to sleep
Why people push me around and betray me
I just want everyone to understand that I just want to be free
I don't want to be just another girl
I am a talent artist obligated to being something different and hiding who I am
To create such beautiful things behind this curtain
Yes, I am may be fighting these vices
But one day I'll be free
And when I am
I'll stop this act
But until then I will remain the girl with one thousand faces