Grey Matter

It's too bad I'm not a mas-o-chist
tie me down like i asked-for-this

I'm screaming
I'm stranded
Abdicated
Abandoned

No. Free. Will.

It's too bad I wasn't born-with-cash
Call me names like I'm-white-trash

Abused
Alone
I'm shaking
I'm stoned

Please. Send. Help.

It's too bad I gave all-I-need
Take from me every last-good-deed

I'm tired
I'm torn
Bare
Broken

All. dried. up.

It's too bad history comes-full-swing
Jab me I won't forget-the-sting

Boggled
Berated
I'm tarnished
I'm touched

How. Could. You.

It's too bad I proclaim-my-dreams
Laugh at me as you swim-in-stream

I'm undulating
I'm unconscious
Callous
Crazy

Stealth. Always. Wins.

It's too bad blood will-be-cleaned
Played me like you are a-true-fiend

Coy
Crude
I'm ugly
I'm undone

But...

You. Won't. Win.