I am not who society thinks
I am the person with the “perfect body”
Some might say,
a “model body.”
But I know I am not,
I am anemic.
I feel my ribs
wrap around my body,
as if it were a measuring tape.
I am from an Asian family,
rice is our everyday meal.
God is our father.
He is never a bother.
He is our savior.
Honesty comes first,
but we were
always taught to respect others.
Especially my own
mother.
I am from an ill mother,
who I have to care for.
She always says,
“I love you more.”
The people in her head,
are merely shadows.
It is starting to spread.
Not here mentally,
but I know that
many people are judgemental.
I am from the bed in my room
the one that gives me warmth.
I am from the 7am coffee
and the 7:30 bagels.
I am from this "beautiful" society.