I thought you was the
I thought you was the one, I swear to god I thought I thought you was the one, and now i'm just to myself thinking and linking what did I do wrong so you could not even say so long you was gone, told me you would be here and ten years from now, where are you now?, I don't even hear a sound man... I try to forget but it seems as though you never left cause u still in my heart my mind and my thoughts I swear I thought you was the best. I moved on with someone else I say I love but I don't keep lying to myself because I know this feeling will never end I keep dealing with it covering all the pain with a laugh all the frowns with a smile and I just wish everything could be the same,cause to be honest without you I'm not myself. I been through hell and back, I can't even take it anymore seems as though everyone brings it back up and then I feel dumb, maybe I just wasn't good enough? Smart enough? now I suffer everyday but no one knows I regret everything but then I really need you at this point of my life cause it feels as though I'm dying as I'm living this life.